Stench Of...Her Memories !!

Its a very fine day,
In a very fine mood,,
I was walking on some grass !!!

Its touch was wet,
The feeling was cold,
My arms were wraped !!!

A breeze was blowing,
My legs were playing !!
Trying to cut through,
A feeling came through !!

What if she was here,
What if she would have cared...
What if she wouldn't have left....
What if she hasnt theft !!!!

My heart felt heavy,
N the weather was with me !!
With my every flowing drop,
The sky cried with me !!

Feeling a looner,
I was searching a corner !!
The trees were laughing,
N the grass was smiling !!

Breaking my only vow,
Her thought has come now !!
In my mind she is creeping,
To my end i was leaping !!

Memory of that day,
Standing in her bay..
She kicked my pleeding,
She quashed my feeling !!!

The water din't stop,
My eyes could pop !!
The soul got numb...
Her pain has come !!!

Will it never change,
Dat every time it rain..
My heart becomes some stinking drain !!!!

I will crush her name in my deepest core,
For u my love i won't be a hore ......
Away from u i'll search my shore !!!!

Screaming My Pain !!

This one day,
I was lost in my world,,
Wondering who I m...
Asking what to do !!!

Jolting my soul,
Scolding my mind,,
Pating my heart,,,
I was passing by... !!!

My future seemed black,
I was loosing my present !!
The past was some ruck..
My life was stuck !!..

Trying every lock..
But the key was missing !!
The road wasn't mended,
My fortune had ended !!

Walking in my filthy bay,
I lost every single ray !!
The blue had gone..
My sky was dark !!

Drowning in that ocean,
I was loosing my body...
The water kept rising,
My shore kept hidding !!

This is how my life will stay,
People will play like some piece of clay !!
Fighting my self, brusing my wounds...
I will cry in my hideous moods !!

My soul was like an unwanted blister,
N name became a part of cluster !!
My mind kept stinking n heart kept bleeding,
For some peace in my world i m pleeding ...... !!

I lost U.. Dis time forever......!!

How can i tel u,

How much i love u !!

Always had dis feeling,

But words weren't coming !!

Every time i see u,

I want to tell u.......

But mind always stops,

N mouth doesn't pops !!

I know i may a blivit,

But i can clear any limit !!

For ur smile i desire...

I can walk in some fire !!

In me u see a bewilder,

U think my hearts a gilder !!

But how may i speak...

To not to sound some freak !!

If i can pour it,

Ur name it has enscrolded !!

For u it always beat...

In love has turned a creat !!

Please peek in my pain,

My feelings arn't lain !!

With ur little touch..

My soul will drop its cruch !!

When comes ur only feeling,

My wound starts heeling....!!

In mind with ur smile...

I can walk a thousand mile !!

With ur eyes in my eyes,

Million times my heart dies !!

But nw has come this day,

U snatched every single ray !!

with a letter to my heart...

U pushed away my cart !!

T'day I got this feeling,

My love dint have any meaning !!

For u it was some clay,

With which ur heart can play !!.... B.bye ~ ~

Her Last Breath !!

With her hand in my hand,

With my head on her head,,

I was sitting by her side !!

Her smile was fading,

The face was paling,,

Every try was failing !!

I wished for a day more...

I will live my life,

She has to be my wife !!

Looking in her eyes,

I could see her heart failing...

Her grip was loosing,

Her life was moving !!

I asked for an hour...

We would roam in my car !

She has to win this race..

She belongs to my place !!

I grabbed her hand tight,

I was ready for a fight !!

She pulled me in her chest,

And wanted her final rest !! '*-*'

She looked me in my eye,

She wanted to say goodbye !!

With a smile on her face....

She rested her case !!!!.. : (

I begged for a moment...

I pleaded for a second !!

She closed her eyes,

N wid dat she dies....... !!

I felt her lips like never before,

I grabbed her in my deepest core !!

With a kiss on her eye,

I slept by her side............... !!

A heart was lost...

A beat was missing !!

With my loves last breath..

Another life ended !!